Thursday, November 30, 2006
You and Me, Fool...
I was a fool.
I was a fool.
My regrets were too late too.
I know that it can't be turned back.
I know that I can't see you too.
I was so wrong, I'm so sorry.
I didn't get to say then, instead I was just being rotten.
So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry
I'm a fool
Because of my pride
I'm ruining myself with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you
You and I, we both are like fools.
Don't be like that, think about it.
Think about what it took us to get here
Think about it again, you're going to regret it.
I was so wrong, I'm really sorry
I didn't get a chance to say then, instead I was just being rotten.
So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry
I'm a fool
Because of my pride
I'm ruining myeslf with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you
You and I, we both are like fools.
I can't live a moment without you.
I still cry even no matter how I drink or if I cut my hair.I
'm a fool
Because of my pride
I'm ruining myself with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you
You and I, we both are like fools.
Don't ruin yourself anymore...
 
posted by fareez at 12:29:00 pm | Permalink | 2 comments
Thursday, November 23, 2006
hari ini...
OPtimis...

itu kata yang kembali terngiang di kepalaku


I'm not gonna waste another moment

Everyday you give me reason not to walk away

I'm not gonna worry about tomorrow

'cause you make me wanna try
 
posted by fareez at 1:27:00 am | Permalink | 0 comments
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Matilah kau nurdin
Memalukan.....
benar-benar memalukan, 2 hari berturut-turut, PSSI bikin dagelan, yang pertama , timnas senior dagelan ketika diemplok bocah2 Vietnam yg belum genap 23 tahun....dagelan...!!!!!

trus...Timnas U-23 kita...yang susah2 latihan di Belanda, dibabat Irak 6-0!!!!!

Kasihan pemain kita, pasti beban mental...

kalau sudah gini...

tuntutan kita cuma 1, GANYANG NURDIN HALID BESERTA ANTEK-ANTEKNYA!!!!!!!!
 
posted by fareez at 4:51:00 am | Permalink | 1 comments
Friday, November 17, 2006
Udah Ikutan BlogFam
ih...akhirnya dah masuk blogFam.....

Makasih yah....

Gw janji bakal ngepost yang enak-enak deeh....

Trims yah....
 
posted by fareez at 4:23:00 pm | Permalink | 1 comments
Monday, November 13, 2006
senangnya
senangnya.....Roma menang......

setelah menunggu 20 tahun untuk menekuk milan di san siro....

thanks Doni
thanks Panucci
thanks Chivu
thanks Mexes
thanks Tonetto(untuk merebut bola dari Seedorf dan mengawali lahirnya gol ke 2 Roma)
thanks Pizarro
thanks De Rossi
thanks Taddei(untuk assistnya)
thanks Mancini(untuk assistnya juga)
thanks Perotta
thanks Cassetti
thanks Ferrari
thanks Aquilani(great technique)

and.....

THANKS TOTTI!!!!!!!!!

Aku bisa berjingkrak-jingkrak malem-malem....
 
posted by fareez at 3:42:00 pm | Permalink | 0 comments
Thursday, November 09, 2006
So Lonely
Sudah 2 jam aku di sini, tak ada teman yang muncul,bukan..bukan teman yang berarti bisa kita temui setiap hari dan kita lihat wajahnya secara langsung, tapi teman dunia maya.Mengapa aku menunngu mereka? Hanya agar aku bisa bercerita dengan mereka, aku tak bisa bercerita secara langsung dengan orang lain, aku ini introvert, tertutup dengan orang lain, aku ini aneh, dan aku menyadari bahwa aku ini benar-benar aneh.Hari ini aku asosial sekali, sedari pagi, hanya 5 orang yang ku ajak bicara.Gila benar aku ini.
Aku ini susah ditebak maunya apa, aku sering menyelesaikan masalah temanku, jadi bak sampah curhat mereka, tapi, di lain pihak, aku tidak pernah memecahkan masalahku sendiri
.
 
posted by fareez at 3:08:00 pm | Permalink | 1 comments
For my eve (chapter 1)
Sekarang?
aku tidak tahu.
Tidak mau tahu..
Bisa dibilang
aku tidak peduli lagi.
Tentang soulmate
tentang dia
tentang hati..
Aku, takut?
lelah lebih tepatnya.
Tak ada yang salah dengan harapan...
seperti dulu aku berharap.
Terlalu banyak mungkin?
Aku lelah berharap
kemudian asa itu mati
tertiup waktu..
dan aku harus
menghidupkannyalagi
Menunggu asa itu
kembali berjiwa
..aku..masih..menunggu
 
posted by fareez at 5:15:00 am | Permalink | 0 comments
Kemarin sore...akhirnya Jogja hujan juga, setelah sekian lama....

hmm...
kenapa ya? kalo ujan aku sering melamun bawaaannya....

nggak di rumah,nggak di kos...nggak di kampus...kalo ujan aku pasti melsmun sambil memandangi titik-titik hujan...

dan kemarin...

tanpa dinyana...

aku membuat sebuah coretan ....

ini dia...


seandainya bisa memilih....
aku memilih untuk mendekap erat tubuhmu
menatap senja tua sore hari
sambil merasakan hawa dingin yang terus menusuk
lebih menusuk dari apa yang kita rasakan
sayang....
 
posted by fareez at 5:15:00 am | Permalink | 0 comments
love you...or love you not...?
Love you.....I don't think so.....
whether I love you or not...
There's no phrase that hits...
 
posted by fareez at 5:15:00 am | Permalink | 0 comments

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?
 
posted by fareez at 5:15:00 am | Permalink | 0 comments
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Fall Baby Fall
ini lagu yg selalu jadi song of the day gw selama beberapa minggu....

"Fall Baby Fall"
If you just have faith
To let me be the man
that I am
I'll always run back
To show you what words never can
I don't want to be the one
just to love then lose
Let 'em fall baby fall
Just like the rain washes it all
If the tears will help you to heal
All that is real
All that is wrong
Let 'em fall baby fall
If you'll trust that I'm gonna stay true
even when I'm gone
You don't have to worry
'cause I'll always be the man that you want
And I don't want to be the one
just to love then lose
Let 'em fall baby fall
Just like the rain washes it all
If the tears will help you to heal
All that is real
All that is wrong
As your world spins around
Feet never touch the ground
Always hurting inside
Hiding behind the sun
waiting still for the love
but it all seems so right
Fall
Just like the rain washes it all
If the tears will help you to heal
All that is real
All that is wrong
Let 'em fall baby fall
Just like the rain washes it all
If the tears will help you to heal
All that is real
All that is wrong
Let 'em fall baby fall
 
posted by fareez at 4:08:00 am | Permalink | 2 comments